napowrimo

Self-punishment//napowrimo 16.18

I punish myself with a drink
and light a match unnecessary
I spend my nights with no sleep
in endless back and fourth

I punish myself with a mirror
give killing glances to me
I spend my days with misgivings
no compromise I can hear

I punish myself with a belief
that every burden can be carried
I spend earthly time with calm
everything´s grown so weary.